Saturday, August 05, 2006
hmmm.... so angry just now before and after the dinner... now hate my kor la... he very bad... always tink he right ah... provoke me .... kaoz.... he obviously will side with wan ling say is he ask wan ling to ask me to go... he nvr think of other people feeling one
think of how he will feel if he is in my shoes... surely he wun care... he so selfish tink of himself only... juz becos mummy dun like he also dun like... dun have own thinking... no life...
anyway after dinner my father so unreasonable... not my wrong ask me say sorry... kaoz... all side with wan ling... i noe wan ling is the daughter-in-law so daughter in law more important than daughter right.... welll... if he wants us not to be in cold war... he can jolly well ask wan ling to say sorry... y should i be the one... so angry wif him... nvr understand me...keep on preaching me... kaoz... i want u to stay away even more... at least mum better understand me... let me cool down....
anyway i ok le... one note also to people who read my blog... if u are so smart 1st impression can noe a person from head to toe from inside out then u guys proz liao.... i tink u guys can either be geniuses or fortune tellers... and u guys no need work wan... just make frens wif very generous peopl u guys will survive right~!!! and wats 1st impression.... to me it is not seeing a person from far and from hear say but rather from a meeting wif them and really toking to each other... i believe wan ling u nvr go out with kel b4.. in gv also nvr tok b4... NO 1ST IMPRESSION to me... think about it ba... last time kel always ask me to bring u n kor out together... even on his birthday he wanna go out and eat and say ask u 2 along... he being very nice yet it is u guys not being very nice... so wat having so high qualifications and ur attitude already so bad... study monash so wat... next time u come out to work give attitude also got problem...
haiz... so theory is...
-to parents, in-laws are always most important...
-1st impression is not hearsay and seeing from far
-people around me only noe how to be very concerned abt my future without thinking how i feel in the process... i may be extremely unhappy and sad... they dun care so long as outcome is wat they want... bleahz...
-I want to live a life i live for myself and not others.... i want to make my own choice and that is not wat parents say as got wings and can fly but rather tat i have grown up...
baby looney tunes ;
11:54 PM
