Sunday, June 10, 2007
hmm... very happy that exams over... hoping for the best liaoz... dun fail can le... but cannot too bad also la... cos gpa cannot make it le...
hmm... went to my old blog to remember some stuff... very heartwarming... reminded me of my honeymood period with kel... hehe so sweeet... i feel so sorry... cos i forgot when my first k**s was... hehe... then have to ask kel... luckily he finally tell me... if not i feel so bad forever... haiz... in case i forget... haha this will be my reminder... hehe collateral at prince 1 ... (^_^) cant really express that time how shy i was in the cinema... haha... i got the date too... 15/8/04... must remember hor... blur sotong bl... bleahz...
today went ang mo kio hub wif kel... very happy... cos its with kel.... :)
Smile always .... and be more active in blogging in the hols hor... bl.. (^_^)Labels: Memories and new updates...
baby looney tunes ;
9:22 PM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
aiyo..... LAZY lazy me... 2 months never come and blog le...
been working at EY for attachment... tiring and busy 2 and 1/2 months... but afterall its quite fun lei... initially thot I was left out, being seconded to filing... but shortly when I get onto the job, I like the nature... only that I find that I have to endure the long working hours during peak periods, endure different kinds of clients I would eventually meet, endure clients who are slow in preparing ur stuffs (but I guess I am very sympathetic towards some of them when they alone have to handle so many tasks on hand... well tomorrow would be better... hopefully... though I have some bad premonitions that I have to rush and rush and rush like a mad bull tomorrow... bleahz \(^u^)/.... hurray to my dear today sold a chair... hope he work happily and achieve all that he strive for...
well... my birthday is coming so soon... valentine's day too... i miss all my friends... dunno when can meet u guys... hmm.. this year, I will be spending my b-day with EY... hopefully it will be fun... if nothing changes, it would be with autodesk ba.........
between, I am very happy that so far, people I met in EY are very nice... some very welfare, some very thoughtful, some very funny, some very friendly blah blah...
ok... I should go relax and play games for a while... update when the blue moon comes again...
baby looney tunes ;
9:35 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hmmm... got come comments to make... before that... today i had 1 presentation and 1 mid term.. but afternoon already half brain brokage already.... slept at around 4am last night i tink... sighz... education this way is bad... thats y i suddenly got an idea... this idea will help a lot of people wor...
Firstly my idea is that if i can, next time i set up a university... the university is special in a way that there will be NO EXAMS... hurray... NO EXAMS cos i think exams will tend to make students study for the purpose of scoring for the purpose of graduating... so by the end of the schooling... what is left beind is only a mere 10% of each course... perhaps... so whats the use... afterall when we graduate we enter the workforce... so a better platform to the workforce would be to let all the students learn the technical process of the work they will be doing in future... What is more important is to cultivate the attitude of the students in the school to make them willing and wanting to learn more is much more beneficial to them rather than force them to study for tests and exams... YEA... exams will only make students learn to be exam-smart and not likely to make them cultivate the right attitude towards learning in the workforce later.
Maybe we would teach them the theories and maybe let them apply the theory to an affliated company... some sort like attachment but maybe it will be a 3 day work or maybe 1 week work... allow the students to have adequate time to learn and pursue their hobbies or fav pastimes... make them happy people...
well... some people may say there will not be any students then at the university trying to learn since they will be tempted to play more than they work... but precisely that the attitude we will try to change in them... to make them a willing soul to learn more about the theories, not just learning but in fact expanding more on the topics and thinking how they could have helped to improve these processes instead... so in a way making them independent and creative and cultivating a thinking regime within their heads...
Hmm... got somewhat this idea from Accepted! and also from the way i find myself and other students pia-ing / striving to handle so much workload... perhaps... the professors just dun get it...
(^_^) feel a huge workload lifted from me... 2 presentations down and 1 midterm down...
baby looney tunes ;
10:55 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
well... forgot to blog yest... somehow... among the midst of my stress...... my subconscious me told me ...while i was on the bus... If I think I can do it, I can do it... i pondered for a while thinking if it really is true... since i am on the bus ... and i thought about a lot... maybe i should try to see if this maxim is true a not... for a while i m happy... but for today... i feel like if the well is deep, u must really think that the well is shallow to think you can do it ba... so complicating... anyway i am nonsensical now... ARGHZ
baby looney tunes ;
10:06 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
ARGHZ..... i need an internship... pls pls let me get one i like.... :)
baby looney tunes ;
12:46 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
I feel so demoralised... i dun feel like myself... maybe my EQ is dropping at an exponential rate... sighz... so much readings for corp rep...
baby looney tunes ;
12:16 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i feel so weird nowadays.. no mood to do anything... sighz... i dunno is i too stressed or wat.. but projects havn't even start dunno i stress with wat...
i really dunno wats wrong with me... sometimes i read textbook until i give up... until then i wanna cry to let out my feelings... yet i cant cry... i seem to grow much stronger now... i used to be so weak last time.. evrytime i have any problems i always cry... yet now its like suppressing my feelings within myself... i need to do something to let out my feelings... yet i really dunno wat to do... i have some frens willing to lend a listening ear... yet i dun even noe wats wrong with me... dun ask me wats wrong with me too.. cos i dunno wats wrong also... and i always show myself as a strong ger... i dun want anyone to see my vulnerable side... hmmm... somehow like most people i also have my soft side...
hmm... i really need to get my mood back.. dunno where it went to... haiz... i used to go kickboxing in the past to let out my stress or watever mood i have... but now... i cant cos wanna save money and my darling dun like me to go kickboxing... today i was feeling so moodless that i thot of all the things i could probably do to regain my mood... hmm... eat a good lunch? buy something i like? go play arcade? go out enjoy myself?go jogging? haiz... but i dun think my mood will come back.. then i though back... last time really kickboxing allows me to relieve all my thoughts and feelings... suddenly i have an urge to go kickboxing... but how lei... ?? conflicting thoughts... scarly go liao my mood still so bad then how... dunno if wat works in the past work now also...
*moodless* me.......................
baby looney tunes ;
9:05 PM